Meh...

Yesterday:
138.something lbs

Walked out of last 15 min of kung fu after humiliating myself by refusing to spar and being forced to do over 50 pushups of which I really can't do therefore kept falling to the floor in tears. I'm quitting. I will go to the gym for work outs from now on.

PMSing big time! CRIED CRIED CRIED. I'm weak. Such a fucking failure.

But I didn't eat. :) pink lemonade - 30 calories

Had a looooooooooooooooong talk with mom about life. She made me feel better. :) But only got 3 or 4 hours of sleep. :(

137 lb this morning

Weird throbing pain in asshole or tailbone last night.

3 1/2 Sushi this morning - 120 cal

Eyes are puffy and gross from lack of sleep and crying.

Got shoes from DSW, diamond costume jewelery, and small black purse to go with outfit. Plan on getting 1940s hairstyle for prom with flower in hair, deep red lipstick, and french manicure. Actually looking forward to prom now.