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I ate another butter toffee - that makes 18 cal.

I feel nauseous and I don't see why. Why would I feel like throwing up when I have no food in my stomach?

Okay, I just did a quick search and it's actually a normal symptom from fasting. The worse nausea happens with the most toxins released from previous bad habits. And what I threw up earlier might actually be bile from the liver which I kind of knew already, but this would not have been a good excuse for my mom.

Okay and I had a tiny itsy bitsy bowel movement. I fucking hate it when someone (my mother) is right there bothering me when I'm in the middle of the act. I need a hell of a lot of concentration since I get so constipated.

Note to self: Do not go researching the process of digestion and absorption of calories. It will make you want to binge.

Anyways, I walked my dog to the park and swang there with her in my lap. It was relaxing. Then this old man with a cane comes to sit at the bench. I'm just thinking okay and old guy, sittin on a bench, resting and thinking to himself... nothing weird about that. But then he decides to get up and heads to the kid's playhouse on the playground. He climbs into it, grabs hold of the top, and starts swinging his feet back and forth. This surprised me 'cause the guy looked like he was about to keel over any minute with his coughing and the cane. Anyways, I left after a few minutes of awkwardness and walked back home.